J'Lostein

I'm a Glass Child


Fragile, crystal, and translucent.

I'm Jamie. I adore dolls, collecting gemstones and minerals, reading the odd book or two, documentaries, astronomy, paleontology, the supernatural and paranormal, and music. I write it, sing it, play it, record it, and emote through it. It speaks for me when I stumble yet again with my speech.

Sometimes, I'm comfortably, unmistakably, strongly sure of who I am and what I live for, of who I am to be and the goals I set for myself. Other times, it all gets shaken up and shattered into a million little pieces and I find myself floating and struggling to find it again.

And I love the madness so much.

I just have to wake up and escape out of my stasis and cease to merely 'exist'.

What about you?

heartofaquarius:

saskha:

GENESIS III. by ♕ A l v i s 0 0 2 ♕ on Flickr.

She’s amazing !!! Ugh I love dolls with teeth ! :D

theredghosts:

pradafied:

"Fallen Angels", Cara Delevingne photographed by Sølve Sundsbø for Vogue China December 2011

I’m going through something that just seems to be getting worse. I know it will not be the end of the world but right now, any positivity, love, light, or best wishes you can spare would mean everything. I thank you.

Five Things You’d Put in a Pentagram to Summon Me?

(Source: viragunn, via nekomcevil)

100 Happy Days - Day 18

“Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.”

I can post this one early because this is definitely the best thing about today! I finally got to dance in the rain! I laughed, played, sang, danced, and just savoured every cool droplet and the beautiful winds. It felt beyond healing and exhilarating and just washed away all my sorrows. I felt happy and free and rejuvenated and it was everything I needed. It’s a pity that we spend so much time taking cover from it when it’s one of the best feelings in the world :) I feel incredibly happy now. Another one off the bucket list! Definitely doing this more often.

PS: A hot shower and hot chocolate did follow!

100 Happy Days - Day 17

Just about finished my Edgar Allan Poe stitch :) I’m rather proud of this one and after a few adjustments, I’ll be framing it.

I think it’s time to move on… and make a bucket list :)

100 Happy Days - Day 16

Late night chats and beautiful violin music with the dearest of friends soothes any a tired soul :)

The world is so beautiful at dawn. A bonus when the moon is still shining, bestowing us with her beautiful, glimmering presence.

100 Happy Days - Day 15

Not my picture, but it will have to do! My mother knew I wasn’t feeling well and so lovingly prepared banana pancakes with honey for my breakfast :)

I missed yesterday, so there’ll be two posts today :)

100 Happy Days - Day 14

Made good progress on my Unikitty cross-stitch I’m doing for a friend :)

edge-to-edge:

Gareth Pugh AW2011

(Source: skt4ng, via onihimemiffy)

We’ve become far too obsessed with finding faults in everything and everyone, that we’ve almost lost the ability to see and appreciate beauty anywhere.